When life rolls the dices of destiny

When I had to go to prison there was a very short period when I thought it would wreck me completely. But after a short time I got into meditation because I soon realized that all I had now was time for myself in the solitude of my stinky and humid rotten and infested solitary cell. Life or God gave me the biggest present I could have ever dreamed of. I had to approach this opportunity with absolute dedication to make myself better in every way possible. All the death and corruption around me made me think about all the possibilities that were in my surroundings. Life works through communication and acts - the first thing I was to be able to access - this unimaginable resource that these two hold when combined together. Through meditation and prayers which are basically the complete opposites of each other soon caught a glimpse of the infinite possibilities that those two hold within. When life throws the dices it always does it to make us better, although it is our choice to work with them and make us to participate in that chapter that is now unfolding in front of us. The solitude and the lack of understanding made me realize how insignificant we sometimes are when compared with what is really necessary for the whole universe and this world where we all live.

Life is an actively changing subject and we all get to meet situations where it might be very difficult and challenging to see the positive side of things. This a talent or a capacity which we should practice to develop. Now when I look it all back and hear many times people commenting about it through a negative and diminutive way of seeing things, I often ask them:"Imagine if I hadn't had to go through those solid 3,900 days I worked every hour I possibly could for my own benefit."

All the reading and training started to pay off like gathering rice after rice to fill up my bowl that could nourish me later on. Soon after I found mystical practices and numerology that started to show me hidden wisdoms in the every day life where I was now deposited in. Through this opportunity I dived in that invisible world which was offered to me in the solitary cells of the maximum security units.

Soon my yearning for materialistic pleasures started to fade away. I felt that what had always been empty and could not be filled with materialistic way of life now somehow started to make me feel more fulfilled by the invisible. It all started with the power of decision and verbs. I could choose to be an object or a subject in front of my destiny. To be a passenger or a captain. After I made this decision it seemed like destiny started to conspire in my favor.

No matter what happened I always looked to the bright side of things. A positive mind set was a corner stone of my mental health which was put to test. And believe me, it was tested to its final stages to show me that there is much more than we can even dream of being capable. There is no learning if we hold on to our pride. It all starts from being humble and patient. These two walk together holding hands with each other. Without patience we can’t find humility and vice versa. But you still need a lot of courage the be able to work with the both of them. Looking it now, I would not trade my experience for any amount of money. Not even for a trillion dollars. When you don’t know you will have to believe and keep your faith into your self at least. And when you have the experience you don’t have to believe anymore, you just know it. This is a very powerful place to be. This is why spirituality is always an experience and religion is always through believing. Have a moment to think about it.

What are your core beliefs? And what do you really know for sure? I guarantee that there are things that we all still hold as a certainty but after someone shows us another point of view our belief structure will shake and possibly shatter into pieces. This is a very important lesson for anyone to seek. Our lives operate through actions that we do by our free will or against it. Sometimes the worst thing is just what we need in that moment. We just lack the capacity to see how unprecedentedly important it will be to us in the future. When life gives you a truck load of shit, gather it and make your own manure compost for your future garden. It will take time but remember to be grateful for everything that those dices of destiny will offer to you.

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